bitter memories...

It was a calm morning after a stormy night in which i had actually for the first time in my life hacked into a database... i was so excited to be inside a whole new world.. i was in such a stage that i can't even wait to be in college for telling this to my friends...it's quite natural for everyone i think...so i went to college and i blasted the bomb... pheeewww.. after i told this, everybody was looking into each other's eyes and staring.... then they looked at me as in the way i am joking... someone told HERE COMES THY HACKER.... they all laughed at me and i was like ... what to say i was frowning... i thought it was a mistake to tell them what i did... It is usual that humans will not forgive others who over smart them..i am too... i had no proof to convince them... so i gave up... did anyone of you know how difficult it is to learn something new and when we implement that aspect we learned into something, if no one supports you, its quite embarrassing.. The next time, i actually made some visual clue to believe that i was inside a network and fooled around for some time... when i said this to my friends, they demanded to see it... AND when i showed them what i did, at first they thought for a while.. i was expecting an appreciation.. but they made some foolish statements about my work.. again i gave up... they even told i am hosting a site of my own and i knew the username and password so i could do anything i want... Actually if i had the money to design and host a site, i would have done it so earlier and this blogger will not be in existence... for the third time i was inside a well-known site database and again left a visual clue... i did it there because i wanted my friends to make sure that i didn't owned that site... i told them again... the result was same old laughter, teasing.. even i heard a hilarious comment that ANYONE CAN UPLOAD A HTML PAGE TO ANY SITE IN THIS WORLD WITHOUT ANY HACKING.. i felt sorry for that guy.. if it was like that why would we need site admins, site owners, content managers if anyone can do anything on a site?? Time elapsed.. i carried on my passion no matter what others told.. why they want me to walk in their shoes.. i have a life and i live it... does anyone mind i can't?.. Then came the next arrow... YOU'RE a MECHANICAL ENGG. student and why the hell do you deal with COMPUTER's?...is there any written laws stating that a mechanical engineer cant hack?.. for all the people , i would like to state i deal with my computer not as a engineer... the next question was why didn't you take computer science engineering if you had the skills... i have no answer for this but i can say i am quite satisfied with the path i have chosen.. suddenly after owning an android, i turned to android development.. i stopped talking about hacking.. i kept silence... then also i frequently faced questions..LOL aren't you hacking now?? i said no... then recently i made my phone to run the latest android 4.0 ice cream sandwich .. actually that was in in the alpha stage (development stage with full of bugs) with some apps and functions not working.. i did that because i own a low end android which can't even dream of an official update.. i was curious to experience the latest most sought after piece of software now in the android platform..the bugs was the camera and gallery was not working as the drivers for camera and some lib files for gallery was missing.. when i showed them that, the first thing they told was that this was SHIT... camera is not working.. what kind of phone is this... You own a loser phone... like this... The risk of flashing a phone with unofficial software voids warranty, even then what i did was considered shit.. i didn't aim to blame anyone.. i love my friends and i enjoy with them.... i can't do nothing to change their attitude .. i was,is and will be the same forever.. and i love this... good night..